Sunday, July 29, 2007
Okay like...ive not blogged for a LONG LONG TIME!
I dont really have the time luh.
Sigh...
Anyways, - MAIN HIGHLIGHTS....
16 JULY 2007 - 'O' LEVEL MT LISTENING COMPREHENSION.
21 JULY 2007 - COUSIN JACQUELINE'S WEDDING.
She is like 30 years old. The wedding was fun luh. Got to know a few cousins. And later on, there was a bangra dance floor. Mainly because the groom was a punjabi. There were ALOT of handsome guys there. My dad, Sherman, mum, sis and i went for the wedding. Yeps thats about it. PICTURES!!!!
26 JULY 2007 - Michelle and i are friends again. We talked and turned out that Pradeep and she never did go on and that Pradeep spread the rumour that they were going on but it was never true and its complicated but the main point is, Michelle and i are friends again and..im still not talking to Pradeep. In fact, i cant give a damn about him. Im TOTALLY over him! *BIG PROUD SMILE!*
27 JULY 2007 - FUCK MR TEO SEN TECK LAH! I HATE HIM! I mean how would you feel if a teacher who teaches you the subject that you ABSOLUTELY LOVE picks on you in class. Thanks to him, the whole class thinks my maths sucks when it doesnt. I spoke to my form teacher about this and he said he will help me talk to him on Monday. LIKE WTF LUH! *ANGRY!* And tomorrow(30JULY 2007), he wants me to show him the 2005 and 2006 TYS paper done after the morning assembly..i feel punished for nothing! SAVE MY SOUL BEFORE I BURN IT MYSELF!
TODAY - I met Cass, and Brenda for breakfast at 9.10am in the morning. After breakfast, we waited for Bingei and Jacinta to come. Then we went for mass. During mass, Jess and i kept talking. OMG! CRAP LUH! I told myself to stop talking and concentrate during mass but i didnt. ARGH! Anyways, after mass, we went for the secondary 3 cathegism class. Bingei, Cass and i somehow got dragged into being one of the cathegists. I dont want to..i only wanted to slack and accompany Bren and Jess. I dont mind helping out but cathegists? And it felt so much like council which hurts me alot la. What happened to me in council has like left a scar on me and i hate that! Anyways, ive got LOTS of homework to finish up...Hopefully, ill be back tomorrow. =)
PS: NC and i are still going on. I wanna break with him though. AND....i THINK i like HIM! ARGH! (I CANT MENTION WHO THAT HIM IS CAUSE I DONT WANT SOME PEOPLE IN MY BLOG TO KNOW AND YEAH...THIS IS MEANT FOR MY OWN REFERENCE SO THAT I WOULDNT MAKE THE MISTAKE OF MENTIONING HIS NAME IN MY BLOG IN THE FUTURE.)
I dont really have the time luh.
Sigh...
Anyways, - MAIN HIGHLIGHTS....
16 JULY 2007 - 'O' LEVEL MT LISTENING COMPREHENSION.
21 JULY 2007 - COUSIN JACQUELINE'S WEDDING.
She is like 30 years old. The wedding was fun luh. Got to know a few cousins. And later on, there was a bangra dance floor. Mainly because the groom was a punjabi. There were ALOT of handsome guys there. My dad, Sherman, mum, sis and i went for the wedding. Yeps thats about it. PICTURES!!!!
Mum and i cam whoring. My mum looks pretty right?
Uncle and mum.
Mum and sis.
Uncle Paul Chua and my mum.
This is me.
26 JULY 2007 - Michelle and i are friends again. We talked and turned out that Pradeep and she never did go on and that Pradeep spread the rumour that they were going on but it was never true and its complicated but the main point is, Michelle and i are friends again and..im still not talking to Pradeep. In fact, i cant give a damn about him. Im TOTALLY over him! *BIG PROUD SMILE!*
27 JULY 2007 - FUCK MR TEO SEN TECK LAH! I HATE HIM! I mean how would you feel if a teacher who teaches you the subject that you ABSOLUTELY LOVE picks on you in class. Thanks to him, the whole class thinks my maths sucks when it doesnt. I spoke to my form teacher about this and he said he will help me talk to him on Monday. LIKE WTF LUH! *ANGRY!* And tomorrow(30JULY 2007), he wants me to show him the 2005 and 2006 TYS paper done after the morning assembly..i feel punished for nothing! SAVE MY SOUL BEFORE I BURN IT MYSELF!
TODAY - I met Cass, and Brenda for breakfast at 9.10am in the morning. After breakfast, we waited for Bingei and Jacinta to come. Then we went for mass. During mass, Jess and i kept talking. OMG! CRAP LUH! I told myself to stop talking and concentrate during mass but i didnt. ARGH! Anyways, after mass, we went for the secondary 3 cathegism class. Bingei, Cass and i somehow got dragged into being one of the cathegists. I dont want to..i only wanted to slack and accompany Bren and Jess. I dont mind helping out but cathegists? And it felt so much like council which hurts me alot la. What happened to me in council has like left a scar on me and i hate that! Anyways, ive got LOTS of homework to finish up...Hopefully, ill be back tomorrow. =)
PS: NC and i are still going on. I wanna break with him though. AND....i THINK i like HIM! ARGH! (I CANT MENTION WHO THAT HIM IS CAUSE I DONT WANT SOME PEOPLE IN MY BLOG TO KNOW AND YEAH...THIS IS MEANT FOR MY OWN REFERENCE SO THAT I WOULDNT MAKE THE MISTAKE OF MENTIONING HIS NAME IN MY BLOG IN THE FUTURE.)
4:09 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, July 08, 2007
I freaking need comfort...
I need someone to console me and not think about themselves..
I want someone to care...
I need someone to hold me tight and tell me its gonna be alright...
Im in despair..
I feel like im gonna loose it all..
Im exhausted from EVERYTHING!
And my post might not make sense..
But i dont care!
Cause it does to me..
Im gonna emo my whole life..
Waiting for someone to save me...
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I need someone to console me and not think about themselves..
I want someone to care...
I need someone to hold me tight and tell me its gonna be alright...
Im in despair..
I feel like im gonna loose it all..
Im exhausted from EVERYTHING!
And my post might not make sense..
But i dont care!
Cause it does to me..
Im gonna emo my whole life..
Waiting for someone to save me...
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8:23 PM; unforgotten.Y
Its ONE MINUTE to midnight..and that means ONE MINUTE to Sunday, 8 of June 2007..not that there is anything special on in particular..
Okay sooooo...ive not blogged since school started..i think...
On the first day of school, 25 June 2007, it was like a night mare! We had attire check in the morning. I was fine la. But then..the principle, teachers and year masters practically scolded us till recess..that was like an effing 1 and 1/2 hours luh! They were like OVER-REACTING! Hmm yeah i cant remember much though.
The next big thing: 29 of June 2007, - PRADEEPS BIRTHDAY! I met him under his block..gave him his presents..talked for a while and went back home cause he couldnt stay for long. I couldnt play the birthday song using my guitar and couldnt get him a cake cause the song was HORRIBLE and i went broke.
30 of June 2007, my school had a fun fair called the YT FIESTA...it was full of shit la actually. They brought in three rides from uncle ringos....the only fun ride was the METEORITE. I sat on it twice. You have to stand for this ride and it will like spin really fast and then it will go ninety degrees. WOAH FUN! After the funfair, i took a taxi home and bathed and changed and rushed back to North Point. I had to meet the peeps from church to go out to celebrate my birthday. I was like ten minutes early. And i happened to walk by the macdonalds way and saw Pradeep, Keeran and Raihan. So i sat with them fro a while till 7pm. - YES!!! Then i met Brenda, Nicole, Cassandra, Donovan, Edmund and Edward. Together, we went to fish and co in Novena Square. We all ordered Fish and chips...Ive got lots pics but like i cant upload them...somethings wrong with my blog. Anyways yeah..sooo haha i ABSOLUTELY LOVED my presents! Thanks guys. They got me four g-strings and a key chain saying mrs deep. Theres too many pictures so i wont upload them all.
Kissing Donovan.
Bob is on the chair!
1st of July 2007, MY BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO ME!
I went for the 7.45am mass cause i had to meet my dad at 11pm and thus i couldnt make it for the 10.15am mass. So after mass, i met my dad and the rest with my sister at some hotel luh. Had lunch there - buffet style. It was OKAY LUH..Then my dad brought me to Bras Basar complex to buy the paper cutter for my art piece. And i basically slacked the whole day.
2nd of July 2007, - YOUTH DAY ANDDDD DIANAS BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY DIANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had tuition that morning and then i met Cass, Bren and Edmund and together we went to Diana's house for her party. Greg, Teacher Pam, Teacher David, Father JJ and her friends were all there. And on that day, Diana gave me a wallet bag...Greg and teacher Pam gave me a blue t shirt and nail polish for my birthday. So sweet of them. Thank you!
Edmund, Cass and i
I returned back to school on Tuesday, 3rd of July 2007. Jacinta's mum messaged me that day. I found out that she got admitted in KK hospital cause she was having a high fever.
5th of July 2007, - I decided not to go to school cause i was sick and tired of everything.
6th of July 2007, - I went to Pradeep just before recess ended and asked him
ME: Do you want to love me or do you not want to love me?
Pradeep: You ask me suddenly how to tell you?
Me: I though you knew???
Pradeep: No?!?!
Me: (looked away feeling pissed)
Pradeep: I will tell you after school...
Me: Today?
Pradeep: Ya
Me: Okay..bye!
3 minutes later, Janah came to me and was like Pradeep is attached with Michelle. I went like what the FUCK?!?!?! I really dont know what to say. Friday, yesterday, was SUPER BAD for me la. It was also the Student Council Investiture. I didnt go...like DUH! Why would i want to go after all that crap ive been through? Anyways, i left school around 5.45pm. I saw Pradeep and Michelle in the bus sitting together. I decided to walk home from the interchange. I saw them under a block. I was FUCKING heart brokened lah...Sigh...im secetly emoing inside. All the memories of everything form the past keeps coming back. This sucks luh! Im attached to NC though. He said it would help. So yeah..Nc is my boyfriend now. IM STILL SAD ABOUT THEM. The worst part is, i have to see the both of them in school and all. I actually put on a happy face but i really am not inside. I dont know what to do..i feel so lost and betrayed. I feel like stabbing myself in the heart mutiple number of times for being soo stupid OR...removing my heart so i cant feel for someone in a special way. =(
(TODAY)7th of July 2007, Saturday, went to school in the morning for art. Came home, met Clarence in church, called Edmund to come out of the alter servers room and waited for the rest to come with Teacher Pam. Diana, Brenda, Cass, Edmund, Clarence, Bingei and Nicole were there. We took the bus and went to the Singapore Expo for the Youth Rally 2007. Had lots of fun there. Ive got a new t-shirt!!!! We met Mat Lim there. He came after his training. Oh! We also saw Bryan there. He was with his Holy Spirit people. After the rally, in the bus on the way home, we talked horny in the bus. And this teacher OVER REACTED luh. Like she doesnt even know us and didnt know it was JUST a joke. Yet, she still had to scold us! Ugh! Like WHATEVER!!! Oh Joel practically tau poked me and cass was on top of him and like Joel was on my boobs la! Shhhhh..he wouldnt be able to read my blog anyways..haha! And then i randomly shouted..i wanna touch a dick! Hahaha! When we reached church, Teacher Pam, me, Diana, Joel, Cass cuz, Brenda, Cass, Bingei, Bingei's bro Albert and Mat Lim went to mac to have supper. Clarence went home. Then we all went home. Sigh..okay im shagged. Wanna get to bed soon. Nights y'all! ~HOMIES!~ =D
Okay sooooo...ive not blogged since school started..i think...
On the first day of school, 25 June 2007, it was like a night mare! We had attire check in the morning. I was fine la. But then..the principle, teachers and year masters practically scolded us till recess..that was like an effing 1 and 1/2 hours luh! They were like OVER-REACTING! Hmm yeah i cant remember much though.
The next big thing: 29 of June 2007, - PRADEEPS BIRTHDAY! I met him under his block..gave him his presents..talked for a while and went back home cause he couldnt stay for long. I couldnt play the birthday song using my guitar and couldnt get him a cake cause the song was HORRIBLE and i went broke.
30 of June 2007, my school had a fun fair called the YT FIESTA...it was full of shit la actually. They brought in three rides from uncle ringos....the only fun ride was the METEORITE. I sat on it twice. You have to stand for this ride and it will like spin really fast and then it will go ninety degrees. WOAH FUN! After the funfair, i took a taxi home and bathed and changed and rushed back to North Point. I had to meet the peeps from church to go out to celebrate my birthday. I was like ten minutes early. And i happened to walk by the macdonalds way and saw Pradeep, Keeran and Raihan. So i sat with them fro a while till 7pm. - YES!!! Then i met Brenda, Nicole, Cassandra, Donovan, Edmund and Edward. Together, we went to fish and co in Novena Square. We all ordered Fish and chips...Ive got lots pics but like i cant upload them...somethings wrong with my blog. Anyways yeah..sooo haha i ABSOLUTELY LOVED my presents! Thanks guys. They got me four g-strings and a key chain saying mrs deep. Theres too many pictures so i wont upload them all.
Kissing Donovan.
Bob is on the chair!
1st of July 2007, MY BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO ME!
I went for the 7.45am mass cause i had to meet my dad at 11pm and thus i couldnt make it for the 10.15am mass. So after mass, i met my dad and the rest with my sister at some hotel luh. Had lunch there - buffet style. It was OKAY LUH..Then my dad brought me to Bras Basar complex to buy the paper cutter for my art piece. And i basically slacked the whole day.
2nd of July 2007, - YOUTH DAY ANDDDD DIANAS BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY DIANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had tuition that morning and then i met Cass, Bren and Edmund and together we went to Diana's house for her party. Greg, Teacher Pam, Teacher David, Father JJ and her friends were all there. And on that day, Diana gave me a wallet bag...Greg and teacher Pam gave me a blue t shirt and nail polish for my birthday. So sweet of them. Thank you!
Edmund, Cass and iI returned back to school on Tuesday, 3rd of July 2007. Jacinta's mum messaged me that day. I found out that she got admitted in KK hospital cause she was having a high fever.
5th of July 2007, - I decided not to go to school cause i was sick and tired of everything.
6th of July 2007, - I went to Pradeep just before recess ended and asked him
ME: Do you want to love me or do you not want to love me?
Pradeep: You ask me suddenly how to tell you?
Me: I though you knew???
Pradeep: No?!?!
Me: (looked away feeling pissed)
Pradeep: I will tell you after school...
Me: Today?
Pradeep: Ya
Me: Okay..bye!
3 minutes later, Janah came to me and was like Pradeep is attached with Michelle. I went like what the FUCK?!?!?! I really dont know what to say. Friday, yesterday, was SUPER BAD for me la. It was also the Student Council Investiture. I didnt go...like DUH! Why would i want to go after all that crap ive been through? Anyways, i left school around 5.45pm. I saw Pradeep and Michelle in the bus sitting together. I decided to walk home from the interchange. I saw them under a block. I was FUCKING heart brokened lah...Sigh...im secetly emoing inside. All the memories of everything form the past keeps coming back. This sucks luh! Im attached to NC though. He said it would help. So yeah..Nc is my boyfriend now. IM STILL SAD ABOUT THEM. The worst part is, i have to see the both of them in school and all. I actually put on a happy face but i really am not inside. I dont know what to do..i feel so lost and betrayed. I feel like stabbing myself in the heart mutiple number of times for being soo stupid OR...removing my heart so i cant feel for someone in a special way. =(
(TODAY)7th of July 2007, Saturday, went to school in the morning for art. Came home, met Clarence in church, called Edmund to come out of the alter servers room and waited for the rest to come with Teacher Pam. Diana, Brenda, Cass, Edmund, Clarence, Bingei and Nicole were there. We took the bus and went to the Singapore Expo for the Youth Rally 2007. Had lots of fun there. Ive got a new t-shirt!!!! We met Mat Lim there. He came after his training. Oh! We also saw Bryan there. He was with his Holy Spirit people. After the rally, in the bus on the way home, we talked horny in the bus. And this teacher OVER REACTED luh. Like she doesnt even know us and didnt know it was JUST a joke. Yet, she still had to scold us! Ugh! Like WHATEVER!!! Oh Joel practically tau poked me and cass was on top of him and like Joel was on my boobs la! Shhhhh..he wouldnt be able to read my blog anyways..haha! And then i randomly shouted..i wanna touch a dick! Hahaha! When we reached church, Teacher Pam, me, Diana, Joel, Cass cuz, Brenda, Cass, Bingei, Bingei's bro Albert and Mat Lim went to mac to have supper. Clarence went home. Then we all went home. Sigh..okay im shagged. Wanna get to bed soon. Nights y'all! ~HOMIES!~ =D
12:00 AM; unforgotten.Y