I just want a normal DECENT life!
Quit disturbing me!
Stop calling me and trying to be my friend.
No way am i interested..
And i feel like im fighting against time for my O's
Sigh im sick and tired of this la.
Alot of things just keeps coming in my way...
I want it to stop!
I wanna concentrate on my O's and nothing else...
SIGH!!!!!
My mid year results are like SHIT!
=(
Im uber SAD luh.
I studied ok!
Like what the hell!
I failed EVERYTHING except for English
And like..i failed ART!
Not my fault la..
The question paper was wrong and how was i supposed to know?!?!
8/60 for ART leh!
WALAUUUU!
My sis came back from Holland right..
OK fine!
But hallooooo!!!!
You arent in Holland anymore!
Whats with the uber niceness like my aunty?
And for heavens sake..
Yesss
I know Hollands food n weather and way of doing things and lifestyle and all is DIFFERENT anf BETTER!
But you are back in Singapore where the food is all rice and fried, where the weather is HOT and where things are sooo pressurising.
So just shut the fuck up and STOP talking about Holland with that fucking 'slang' of yours!
Stop being sooo whiny and complaining luh!
Ya the ice cream there is nicer but you are a fucking Singaporean so shut up and live with it!
You went there for like only 2 effing weeks but have spent your entire lifetime in Singapore.
Shut up already!
You go there for 2 darn weeks and you forget everything about Singapore.
You forget everything about how YOU do things in Singapore?
Most importantly, you lost yourself!!!!
I LOST you!
I dont know who you are anymore la
You are not the sister i used to love..
You are a whole new different person
I HATE YOU!
I dont have anyone to talk to about things anymore..
My friends are there
BUT..they wouldnt know what to do..
They are also facing the same problems as me...
They are also finding for a way out..
And whole incident that happened to me in Student Council...im not over it yet..dont think i ever will be...
I need P.... right now....
I FREAKING need comfort..
I want to be hugged tight and told that its ok...that..i dont need to always be strong..that i can let things out..that i dont have to keep them inside anymore..that they are gonna be there with me no matter what...i need a guardian angel badly!
