Saturday, April 21, 2007
Ill keep is short...had tuition from 9am-2pm. Went down to get lunch. Saw Abbas...so i talked to him lah! Came home, ate, slept, woke up in time for dinner, ate, watched tv, msged Joel and im going to bed... NIGHTS!
11:13 PM; unforgotten.Y
Friday, April 20, 2007
Hmm nothing much really happened today..had only english and art lesson. Umm i stayed back in school intending to do something for art but i ended up doing nothing. I did see Ms Tan Ping Ping and Ms Kong for maths and chemistry ISG. And yeah..was supposed to meet Shakur but he couldnt make it in the end. Im currently feeling depressed and shagged. I guess its about Pradeep la. And i guess ill never stop loving him. I always did, still do and always will. I will even wait an eternity if i will eventually get him. Cause im in love with him. I care for him so freaking much. And i dont know what ill do without him. Sigh..but like..whenever i see him, i feel sad..yet at the same time, i would wanna look at him even more. I get this sense of happiness at the sight of him. But then...i would digress and think about him not loving me and how ive been trying so hard to forget him but to no avail. SIGH!!!
Being in depression SUCKS!
9:44 PM; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Ok im shagged. I did my 2.4km run today. It wasnt my best cause at the end of the run, i was OK. I want dying. I should be. So i wanna retake my test. Yeps.
I was supposed to meet Mr Tan Guo Lian( my art teacher) after PE today for IGS. Bloody hell! He went out of school. I waited for 40 mins till 5.40pm! ARGH! Then i saw Miz..and he was going home. So i went home with him. On the way, we stopped at Sun Plaza cause he wanted to buya file. Then we took 859 and in the bus, we saw Iffa. Then Miz left and Iffa and i went home. I followed her to print some pictures for art. Then at the interchange, i saw Sree, Ms Mageshwari, Sarah and Saffir. We all took 804 together except for Sarah. Haha it was fun la. And nice to see my old friends again. Saffir is still the same. He made me laugh like he always used to. Sigh...i miss those times. Anyways yeah im gonna go study.. for real. Ok after my dinner la. Haha..see ya!
I was supposed to meet Mr Tan Guo Lian( my art teacher) after PE today for IGS. Bloody hell! He went out of school. I waited for 40 mins till 5.40pm! ARGH! Then i saw Miz..and he was going home. So i went home with him. On the way, we stopped at Sun Plaza cause he wanted to buya file. Then we took 859 and in the bus, we saw Iffa. Then Miz left and Iffa and i went home. I followed her to print some pictures for art. Then at the interchange, i saw Sree, Ms Mageshwari, Sarah and Saffir. We all took 804 together except for Sarah. Haha it was fun la. And nice to see my old friends again. Saffir is still the same. He made me laugh like he always used to. Sigh...i miss those times. Anyways yeah im gonna go study.. for real. Ok after my dinner la. Haha..see ya!
7:44 PM; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Ok so i skipped modular sports this morning, my council meeting and my bottom 30 study thing. I was in the canteen with Nicole..catching up on things. Before i went to class, HE walked past me and whacked my head. YES! Haha..im crazy. First period was english. Mdm low was 15 mins late. Ugh! Then it was recess...followed by POA, maths, lunch, art and SS. Nothing much happened today. Im just feeling down over the fact that HE and i have nothing anymore. I mean...we arent even close like we used to be. I want things to go the way i want them to go for once. I love him with all my heart and always will.
Sighs...
Alright..i need to go revise and finish my 5 boards for art by Friday. Argh! Hating art at the moment.
Sighs...
Alright..i need to go revise and finish my 5 boards for art by Friday. Argh! Hating art at the moment.
5:36 PM; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
My days in Yishun Town are getting tougher and tougher. Almost everyday is like PACKED with something. I dont even have time for myself..sighs. But nevermind..i will pull through with no regrets. Next week is my MYE. First paper is my science practical. Ahhh! Time to scream. STRESS! This morning, right after the morning assembly, a cockroah ''ran'' across my class. Haha it was hilarious! Everyone immediately stood up and screamed. And..HAHAHAHA Tong Ngan squashed it. It was like gross la...Ewww and walau! I got caught today in 3 years for in appropriate attire. Actually..it was my nails la. The teachers thought it was long when its FINE! FREAKING FINE OKAY! They made us who had problems with the finger nails stay back after assembly at the parade square and cut our nails there. Like what the shit is your asshole-onic problem? You know....TEACHERS should lead by EXAMPLE!!! Hmmm today was rather fast. Luckily i didnt have any mentoring shit after school today. I went home straight after school and knocked out. I was still mentally tired after the SYF. So i crashed and woke up in time for my chemistry tuition with Kumari. Shes soooo nice. Nono really! She even gave me all her books and bought me a packet of chocolates. So sweet of her. Yeps..So im currently tidying and organising my things. And ill probably head to the bed and sleep like a pig again. Aights yall. See ya!
11:50 PM; unforgotten.Y
Monday, April 16, 2007
Oh my gosh! I cant believe its like over. I went for the SYF for drama today. We did it! Yeah..we pulled it off with great team effort and YES! WHOOTS! Haha...Alright. So i worked with Hui Yun and Silva for the lights. We made it. Yeps...
Hmmm sad thing is...my batch of ex co's has officially stepped down from our posts. I mean the thing is i absolutely LOVE drama club and my batch of crazy nuts. Will definelty miss them lots and yeah. We are gonna try to make sure that we dont miss each other..which means...we are gonna have to continuously be there for each other no matter what. Same goes for my drama club members.
Today, Ms Soh had a meeting with us sec 4's. She told me that im strong on the inside and no body can take that away from me. Im posting this not because i wanna show off to others.. like BLEH! This is my blog! Im posting this so that if i ever look back and read my previous posts...this words of encouragement will help me along the way.
Yeah..in the end, we did this for ourselves. Not for the school, not for the name or the award, not for the instructors or Mr Tan. We all improved in a way or another. We are more diciplined and matured. We gave in our very best and now..when we look back. We really dont have any regrets. AT ALL! Yup. Im proud of you guys. REALLY! Super uber proud. Great job guys. And congrats. I hope you guys carry on this passion we have for drama to the other generations.
Drama is seriously not about putting on any expressions and conveying a few actions. - QUOTED BY MS SUSAN SOH. Drama is soo much more. Especially theatre acting. One who actually has the passion and determination to learn about drama will eventually understand this. Drama and acting is not an easy task at all. It is about putting yourself in the characters shoes and bringing that character out to life. To show the audience how the character is really like and what the character does and feels. It is about the understanding of the various characters you are assigned to. Be it a crippled, a bitch, a sadistic person, an over joyed person, someone who got knocked down from the car...it can be anything. So yeah..i just like to say...live today with full of emotions like there is no tomorrow. =)
By the way..today is Laffyette's birthday. So Happy Birthday 17th Laffyette! For those of you who are wondering...he is an online friend. A nice one. Yeps..
Cheers!
Me, Mizrahi, April and Melissa (Sec 4 drama ex co's)
Iffa and i
Hmmm sad thing is...my batch of ex co's has officially stepped down from our posts. I mean the thing is i absolutely LOVE drama club and my batch of crazy nuts. Will definelty miss them lots and yeah. We are gonna try to make sure that we dont miss each other..which means...we are gonna have to continuously be there for each other no matter what. Same goes for my drama club members.
Today, Ms Soh had a meeting with us sec 4's. She told me that im strong on the inside and no body can take that away from me. Im posting this not because i wanna show off to others.. like BLEH! This is my blog! Im posting this so that if i ever look back and read my previous posts...this words of encouragement will help me along the way.
Yeah..in the end, we did this for ourselves. Not for the school, not for the name or the award, not for the instructors or Mr Tan. We all improved in a way or another. We are more diciplined and matured. We gave in our very best and now..when we look back. We really dont have any regrets. AT ALL! Yup. Im proud of you guys. REALLY! Super uber proud. Great job guys. And congrats. I hope you guys carry on this passion we have for drama to the other generations.
Drama is seriously not about putting on any expressions and conveying a few actions. - QUOTED BY MS SUSAN SOH. Drama is soo much more. Especially theatre acting. One who actually has the passion and determination to learn about drama will eventually understand this. Drama and acting is not an easy task at all. It is about putting yourself in the characters shoes and bringing that character out to life. To show the audience how the character is really like and what the character does and feels. It is about the understanding of the various characters you are assigned to. Be it a crippled, a bitch, a sadistic person, an over joyed person, someone who got knocked down from the car...it can be anything. So yeah..i just like to say...live today with full of emotions like there is no tomorrow. =)
By the way..today is Laffyette's birthday. So Happy Birthday 17th Laffyette! For those of you who are wondering...he is an online friend. A nice one. Yeps..
Cheers!
Pictures we took....
Me, Mizrahi, April and Melissa (Sec 4 drama ex co's)
Iffa and i
Whoots! The back stage crew and Suhaimi
Back stage screw emo-ing!
Back stage screw emo-ing!
8:39 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Heys all!
Alrite...this whole week..nono wait..actually this whole month or rather the whole time i didnt update my blog has been freaking BUSY la...
Sighs...
My SYF for drama is tomorrow..And im doing lights..
Last week was EASTER SUNDAY!
Had sleepovers at my condo...
Next week is Roseria's house warming..cant wait..
Ive finally got tamil and chemistry tuition!!!
I missed my napha cause i had too many drama rehearsals for SYF - DAMN!
Errrm......TESTS TESTS AND MORE TESTS...resulting to eye bags cause of the lack of sleep.
Im an EMO KID! WHOOOTS!
Okie...i went to school today..YES! I know..its a Sunday..like what the hell was i doing in school? I'll tell you - we had the last rehearsal for tomorrow's SYF. Kinda wasted my time in school if you asked me. So this is what happened. I stayed in Forest Hills( the condominium) yesterday night all on my own. YES! On my own..i needed some time alone...plus privacy larrr...Today i woke up early and left the condo at like 9am? Took the bus to Yishun and reached the air base outside Chong Pang at like...9.20am. I had to be in church before 10.15am. So i decided to walk. I walked and reached there at 10am? STILL EARLY! Arrghhh. Yeps so then everyone arrived and we went for mass. Brenda and Cass gave Bingei and i our easter eggs and chocolates. The chocolate was NICE! Home made seh!
HAHA! After mass, Bingei was waving at im not sure who and dropped his egg on the stairs on our way down. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! The yolk was like all over lah! Then we had to clean it. Matt Ben didnt come today. He wasnt feeling well. Errm and oh ya! Before i forget....today is Melvin Prakash's birthday! So....HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MELVIN!!!! And....yesterday was Athena's birthday! So....HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ATHENA! Yeps... Ummm...what else..okay..so after mass i went to school. Was supposed to be there at like 9.15am but i reached there at like 12.25pm. Hehe..Eh! I went to church okay! Then ya i basically did nothing and emo'ed the whole time. The instructors and teachers worked with the acting cast only. I slacked. UGH!
Hmm then after drama which ended at 5pm...we took the bus home. In the bus.....Jacinta called and we talked while i got down from the bus and walked home. So yeah...thats all about today.
Tomorrow...(OMG!!!) is my drama club's SYF...wish us luck..i mean seriously! I need to be in school by 7.25am. So yeah..to the rest of you drama peeps out there...REST WELL! Remember..we are doing this for ourselves..not for the school, not for the teachers, not for the instructors and not for the award. In the end..you peeps must realise that you have changed ALOT!...In fact..you have changed for the better. When you are up there on stage...be confident of yourself. All those months of preparation..is finally gonna pay off. Do what you have to do and pull the whole thing off. Like what Mrs Crudders said today...the play is a real life story...you people have the priveledge to act it out and reach out to others. Do it well...And reflect. Cause no matter what we get be it a COP, bronze, silver or gold...you guys gained something for yourselves..and not only the cast but the crew as well. Think about it..it can be friendship bond, dicipline, acting skills...whatever..its your life. So smile like there is no tomorrow and tomorrow..when you are on stage, behind stage, in the control room or whatever...give it your best shot and walk away with a smile. Dont look back and regret. If you really have to look back, then look back and make sure you tell yourself...i did it...i gave my very best. I faced the challenge and pulled it off..I AM GREAT! =)
Alrite...this whole week..nono wait..actually this whole month or rather the whole time i didnt update my blog has been freaking BUSY la...
Sighs...
My SYF for drama is tomorrow..And im doing lights..
Last week was EASTER SUNDAY!
Had sleepovers at my condo...
Next week is Roseria's house warming..cant wait..
Ive finally got tamil and chemistry tuition!!!
I missed my napha cause i had too many drama rehearsals for SYF - DAMN!
Errrm......TESTS TESTS AND MORE TESTS...resulting to eye bags cause of the lack of sleep.
Im an EMO KID! WHOOOTS!
Okie...i went to school today..YES! I know..its a Sunday..like what the hell was i doing in school? I'll tell you - we had the last rehearsal for tomorrow's SYF. Kinda wasted my time in school if you asked me. So this is what happened. I stayed in Forest Hills( the condominium) yesterday night all on my own. YES! On my own..i needed some time alone...plus privacy larrr...Today i woke up early and left the condo at like 9am? Took the bus to Yishun and reached the air base outside Chong Pang at like...9.20am. I had to be in church before 10.15am. So i decided to walk. I walked and reached there at 10am? STILL EARLY! Arrghhh. Yeps so then everyone arrived and we went for mass. Brenda and Cass gave Bingei and i our easter eggs and chocolates. The chocolate was NICE! Home made seh!
HAHA! After mass, Bingei was waving at im not sure who and dropped his egg on the stairs on our way down. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! The yolk was like all over lah! Then we had to clean it. Matt Ben didnt come today. He wasnt feeling well. Errm and oh ya! Before i forget....today is Melvin Prakash's birthday! So....HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MELVIN!!!! And....yesterday was Athena's birthday! So....HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ATHENA! Yeps... Ummm...what else..okay..so after mass i went to school. Was supposed to be there at like 9.15am but i reached there at like 12.25pm. Hehe..Eh! I went to church okay! Then ya i basically did nothing and emo'ed the whole time. The instructors and teachers worked with the acting cast only. I slacked. UGH!
Hmm then after drama which ended at 5pm...we took the bus home. In the bus.....Jacinta called and we talked while i got down from the bus and walked home. So yeah...thats all about today.
Tomorrow...(OMG!!!) is my drama club's SYF...wish us luck..i mean seriously! I need to be in school by 7.25am. So yeah..to the rest of you drama peeps out there...REST WELL! Remember..we are doing this for ourselves..not for the school, not for the teachers, not for the instructors and not for the award. In the end..you peeps must realise that you have changed ALOT!...In fact..you have changed for the better. When you are up there on stage...be confident of yourself. All those months of preparation..is finally gonna pay off. Do what you have to do and pull the whole thing off. Like what Mrs Crudders said today...the play is a real life story...you people have the priveledge to act it out and reach out to others. Do it well...And reflect. Cause no matter what we get be it a COP, bronze, silver or gold...you guys gained something for yourselves..and not only the cast but the crew as well. Think about it..it can be friendship bond, dicipline, acting skills...whatever..its your life. So smile like there is no tomorrow and tomorrow..when you are on stage, behind stage, in the control room or whatever...give it your best shot and walk away with a smile. Dont look back and regret. If you really have to look back, then look back and make sure you tell yourself...i did it...i gave my very best. I faced the challenge and pulled it off..I AM GREAT! =)
7:18 PM; unforgotten.Y