Monday, February 05, 2007
Today, school past by really FAST if you ask me. Im happy that im starting to see teachers for my ISG. Nothing much happened today. Just that i dont want to be close with her again. When i loose friends..i dont like to get them back and to trust them again.
Recently i watched this dance show. I wanna be able to dance like them. So cool!
I guess we are nothing huh? I guess we were never something. What happened to our friendship? Is it gone because you see me as a JUNIOR only? So who was telling the truth really? Im hating you soo much now. I HATE SACARSTIC PEOPLE!
I just developed a hatred for guys who actually go around smoking, drinking and beating people up. I hate gangsters. I hate people who behave like one. I hate alot of indians from my school. Thats like practically why you cant see me hanging around with any.
Sigh...i hate having a boyfriend who doesnt really love me for me and instead wants only my body. I hate the idea of me having to do my 'O' levels this year. I hate the fact that i HAVE to go to school. I hate the fact that one day i will grow up and will have to fact the world. I hate it whenever i feel like this...
Im jealous of the fact that im not talented in any way and alot of my friends are. I dont know anything. I wish my parents sent me for courses when i was younger. Why cant they send me and instead they rather send Sherman?!?!? Why is it always my mum who gives me trouble? I dont like the fact that im not preety.
I wish i actually went to some really good catholic school. I hate it being in Yishun Town. I hate it knowing that my maths tuition is gonna start in 20 minutes time. SIGH!
6:47 PM; unforgotten.Y
Christine Samantha Francis
Are you ready?
fifteen going on sixteen
indian roman catholic
YTSS
our lady star of the sea(OLSOTS)
loves
bowling. guitar. dancing. slacking. being crazy. her best friends.
wishes
to pass my 'O' levels next year,
figure myself out,
become a good person,
to be someone in life,
never to loose any of my friends,
to keep in touch with my friends for as long as possible,
to be close to god forever,
to do the right thing