Im a mask to the world

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Finally! My computer has been repaired. I waited for like a whole week. Shannon and Edward helped me carry my computer from chruch all the way to the shop near Northpoint. THANKS GUYS!

School has been like an OMG thing these past few days. Stress! Mr Teo has been banging on us to meet the requirements of the ISG book. Ive only got 5 freaking ISG's as of now. I need like 14 more??? Kill me somebody!

STRESS.STRESS.STRESS. Term test is coming. Die liao! I havent even started to study for it. Any its like 9 months left to O levels? Ahhhh! After blogging today, im gonna start studying. I just had to get things off my mind first.

I proposed to him. Kk nmot proposed but more like confessed my love to him. But we are still friends cause he is attached. Good thing is..he is still talking to me. But i feel sad in a way. I just want him to know how much i really love him. I want him to understand that i am serious about him. I think he hasnt got it yet. How do i make him understand. Ive been loving him for 3 years and ive not stopped loving him.

Sigh..the teachers found out about me liking someone and asked me about this in front of my mum. At that point of time i looked down and thought. Am i gonna die? Oh shit! Then i looked up and said.."Ya i do have a crush on someone. I mean whats wrong with having a crush? Its just a crush. Its normal what. Every teenager has their own crush. Why not me? Its not like i went to that guy and said i wanna be your girlfriend what?" Haha..they all went like "ya true true".

I didnt go to school today. Why? Cause im having a fever. Sigh...missed my Chemistry test. Advantage here is...i get to have an extra day to study for it. Disadvantage is..i need to stay back after school for it. Sigh...

Anyways...today is the 31 of January. It is a special day today. Why? Cause its Gregory and Matthew Benedict's birthday! Happy 16 birthday guys!

Im supposed to meet Brenda for breakfast tomorrow. And this Saturday, we(Cassandra, Brenda, Roseria, Edward, Clarissa and i) are celebrating Shannon's birthday at Teacher Pam's house. So fun! I cant wait.

My dad is bringing me to get my confirmation dress. My confirmation is on the 11 of February this year. Oh my gosh! Im going up to read the responsorial psalms!!! Ahhh! Scared but Teacher Catherine said i make a good lector. Wish me luck guys!

Ok ive blogged enough. Im gonna start studying. See ya!

2:56 PM; unforgotten.Y