Monday, December 11, 2006
Today is a sad day for many people. Im feeling down. I found out that he lied to me. Yes! He. The he i like. I thought he is single. Its been 10 months of liking him. And i dont like him because of what he can do and how ' perfect' he is. I like him cause of who he is. Because of what he did for me. Because i feel comfortable around him. Why is it that whenever i sincerely like someone for real, it doesnt work out. Why is it always like this? Damn it! I really like him. All this while, he has been lying to me! I really dont know what to think. I used to think that he is a really nice guy and all. But i dont know if i should think that way now. Just look at his friendster. You will know what i mean. He told me lotsa things..Sigh. I just dont know what to say.
Also im missing my bestie Jacinta. Ive not spoken or seen her for like weeks and i really miss her lots.
My other friend, Shannon, is sad too. I wish there was something i could do to help. But its all out of my reach. I'll pray for the both of you. And i really hope he gets back to his normal self. I just want him to be ok.
My other friend, Cass, sigh. She is sad too. Somehow i think its my fault but i know it isnt. It happened so unexpectedly. Sigh. Just wish there was something i could do. I'll try to make up for it.
''Hey Shannon and Cass...dont worry. Everything will turn out fine. Just leave everything to god. Everything happens for a reason. Im always here for you guys no matter what kays?''
Anyways, at least im feeling a little better now. Thanks to Shannon. =)
10:16 PM; unforgotten.Y
Christine Samantha Francis
Are you ready?
fifteen going on sixteen
indian roman catholic
YTSS
our lady star of the sea(OLSOTS)
loves
bowling. guitar. dancing. slacking. being crazy. her best friends.
wishes
to pass my 'O' levels next year,
figure myself out,
become a good person,
to be someone in life,
never to loose any of my friends,
to keep in touch with my friends for as long as possible,
to be close to god forever,
to do the right thing
