Friday, November 03, 2006
Yesterday i was too lazy to blog.
Know what? Im supposed to be at the Fransiscan Missionary of something Mary. Its like a church where all the nuns stay. Im supposed to be there cause ive got my confirmation camp there. But im going tomorrow morning cause i want to study for my retests next week. Scared la. My dad is fetching me tomorrow morning and sending me there. Its at 49 Holland Road. I still went to school today. :D
Hmmm im just really sleepy and tired. Nothing much to say. I will be back on Sunday in the afternoon. Heng ah! Church is like only 3-5 mins away from my house. The bus will bring us back to church and we will have a mass and them we will be dismissed. Haha can run home!
I feel so i dont know..not ready? I mean next year, im gonna become a confirmed catholic after my confirmation which is on the 11 of February, im gonna step down from council and drama, im gonna take my O levels and graduate from a school i love alot! Im already worried about my O levels. Ive started to study and i better study properly! Im gonna prove to you shitholes out there that i am worth everything i lost.
What Nishaa said was true. I am like quiet nowadays and i dont really smile much. Im aware that im not myself anymore but how can i be with SOO many problems? There will come a day whereby each and everyone of us cant take it and something will happen to them. Especially if its like my case. Ive got lotsa problems and they keep building up. Nothing is getting solved. I just hope that my friends can actually understand this and NOT want me to immediately go back to my normal self. It all takes time and NOBODY is perfect. Although i just discovered that i myself try to be a perfectionist unknowingly. In fact i think i have that problem. Cant remember what its called but its like i may be the type who cannot deal or leave things alone until they are perfect! Ahh!
Anyways, wont be blogging tomorrow. So see ya'll on Sunday if i aint too tired to blog. See ya!
11:27 PM; unforgotten.Y
Christine Samantha Francis
Are you ready?
fifteen going on sixteen
indian roman catholic
YTSS
our lady star of the sea(OLSOTS)
loves
bowling. guitar. dancing. slacking. being crazy. her best friends.
wishes
to pass my 'O' levels next year,
figure myself out,
become a good person,
to be someone in life,
never to loose any of my friends,
to keep in touch with my friends for as long as possible,
to be close to god forever,
to do the right thing
