Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Wah today morning i woke up and went to Pasir Ris again. Did something damn stupid. Stupid but i still liked it. Aiya i dont know whats going on with me la. Maybe its all the depression im holding onto. SIGH! I dont want to get back to this topic but i cant not do it. I cant wait to get out of YTSS and start everything anew. I wish my wish would come true.
*I WANNA DROP OUT OF SCHOOL CAUSE I HATE SCHOOL. EVERYTHING IN SCHOOL SUCKS! IM NOT EVEN WORRIED ABOUT MY STUDIES OR ABOUT THE O LEVELS NEXT YEAR. WHATS WRONG WITH ME SERIOUSLY? *
I feel the change in me. Im suddenly rebelling. My attitude is starting to suck. And im hating school so much when i used to wake up every morning and be like yay must go to school today. Another day of fun. I dont say those things exactly but thats roughly how i used to think. Now its like I DONT CARE ABOUT SCHOOL. NO! IM NOT GOING! During the holidays..yes i wasnt feeling well. I had a tummy upset every morning and night. BUT i could have pushed myself to go to school and bear the pain cause i will usually push myself even when the pain is worse. But noooo! I decided to take that as a reason and skipped school for A WHOLE WEEK!
F.A.N.T.A.S.T.I.C!
I rather devote my life to *that*, church and my friends. I just wanna enjoy life and die when ive had enough. I really dont mind. I mean ive been going through such a miserable life. Whats the difference? I rahter end my life and go to god cause i really want to. I know that if i end my life on my own, ill hurt and everyone around me and also, its a sin. It may be a straight path to hell BUT im doing it cause i want to be with god where ill feel happy and protected and loved.
SIGH! Why does life have to suck soo much?
*I WANNA DROP OUT OF SCHOOL CAUSE I HATE SCHOOL. EVERYTHING IN SCHOOL SUCKS! IM NOT EVEN WORRIED ABOUT MY STUDIES OR ABOUT THE O LEVELS NEXT YEAR. WHATS WRONG WITH ME SERIOUSLY? *
I feel the change in me. Im suddenly rebelling. My attitude is starting to suck. And im hating school so much when i used to wake up every morning and be like yay must go to school today. Another day of fun. I dont say those things exactly but thats roughly how i used to think. Now its like I DONT CARE ABOUT SCHOOL. NO! IM NOT GOING! During the holidays..yes i wasnt feeling well. I had a tummy upset every morning and night. BUT i could have pushed myself to go to school and bear the pain cause i will usually push myself even when the pain is worse. But noooo! I decided to take that as a reason and skipped school for A WHOLE WEEK!
F.A.N.T.A.S.T.I.C!
I rather devote my life to *that*, church and my friends. I just wanna enjoy life and die when ive had enough. I really dont mind. I mean ive been going through such a miserable life. Whats the difference? I rahter end my life and go to god cause i really want to. I know that if i end my life on my own, ill hurt and everyone around me and also, its a sin. It may be a straight path to hell BUT im doing it cause i want to be with god where ill feel happy and protected and loved.
SIGH! Why does life have to suck soo much?
10:53 PM; unforgotten.Y
Monday, November 27, 2006
Again..i woke up late. I woke up at 7.30am when i was supposed to be in school at 8am for a drama ex co meeting. Ahh! I rushed and reached there only at 9am. Errm..yeah well...Mizrahi(my good friend and the president of drama club), April(another one of my good friend and the vice president of drama club) and Nanthini(treasurer of drama club) were already there. They waited for me(secretary and dicipline officer of drama club). Thanks guys! Im in the production team for SYF. Lala most probably gonna do lights and sounds again. BORING!
I had a horny day today. Mizrahi, April, Ms Joanne(our drama club instructor), Jeya(drama club member) and i are like horny la. So we kept on joking and joking. Haha Now, April, Jia Hao, Joreen and i are called the pornstars. OMG! Haha. Anyways yeah..Jeya did something very funny that made me laugh out soo loud that i snorted in the process. Damn paiseh lor! Haha the whole drama club laughed at me. ARGH!
Hmm.. yeps..i dont need to go for drama anymore until Ms Joanne calls us and lets us know that she needs us. Yeah! So till then...
I had a horny day today. Mizrahi, April, Ms Joanne(our drama club instructor), Jeya(drama club member) and i are like horny la. So we kept on joking and joking. Haha Now, April, Jia Hao, Joreen and i are called the pornstars. OMG! Haha. Anyways yeah..Jeya did something very funny that made me laugh out soo loud that i snorted in the process. Damn paiseh lor! Haha the whole drama club laughed at me. ARGH!
Hmm.. yeps..i dont need to go for drama anymore until Ms Joanne calls us and lets us know that she needs us. Yeah! So till then...
6:32 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, November 26, 2006
This was what i did yesterday...Cass called me and we intended to go play pool in the evening with Bryan and all but our plan kenna spoil la. So yea. Cass and i still met up and we went to Novena Square and it was like BORING! So we went to Junction 8 and watched Casino Royale. James Bond was HOT! Anyways after that it was like 8pm already. So yea we just headed home and i reached home at 9.30pm. Hehe...
Today...i woke up at 9am and was like IM GONNA BE LATE! So i rushed and met Cass at 9.30am outside church. Then we went to Macdonalds and had breakfast there. Erm then we went to church for mass at 10.15am. Shannon, his friend Brenda and Matthew Benedict were already there. Later on, Matthew Lim, Edward Bengei and his friend joined us. After that we went for Cathegism Class. After class, we ate pizza, cake and drank 7 up. Teacher Pam ordered it for us. Whee!
Then Cass, Shannon, Brenda, Bryan, Mattew Lim, Matthew Benedict, Fabian, Nicholas Anthoney, Gregory and i walked till the 800 bus stop. Nicholas Anthoney went home as his house was in front of the bus stop. Shannon, Cass, Brenda, Matthew Benedict and i walked to Northpoint while the rest of the guys had their lunch somewhere. We followed Matthew Benedict grocery shopping and then he went home. Then the remaining four of us walked around Northpoint till Bryan called cause Cass and i were meeting Bryan, Gregory and Matthew Lim. Then they wanted to go to town but we couldnt cause i had to meet Jacinta at 4.45pm. So they went and Cass and i walked and walked around Northpoint and then sat at the interchange and talked till 4.40pm.
Then we went to OCBC and met Jacinta and Cass went back home. Jacinta and i then went to the open field opposite Golden Village for the Vasantha Oli. It was kinda fun. I saw a few of my friends and people i know. I saw my primary school friend Subashini and yeah we left the place at 11pm when the dance was about to start. It was getting abit rowdy with all the people from India. So yea..i just reached home, took a bath and now i need to sleep. Still need to go to school tomorrow. Yeps..see ya!
Today...i woke up at 9am and was like IM GONNA BE LATE! So i rushed and met Cass at 9.30am outside church. Then we went to Macdonalds and had breakfast there. Erm then we went to church for mass at 10.15am. Shannon, his friend Brenda and Matthew Benedict were already there. Later on, Matthew Lim, Edward Bengei and his friend joined us. After that we went for Cathegism Class. After class, we ate pizza, cake and drank 7 up. Teacher Pam ordered it for us. Whee!
Then Cass, Shannon, Brenda, Bryan, Mattew Lim, Matthew Benedict, Fabian, Nicholas Anthoney, Gregory and i walked till the 800 bus stop. Nicholas Anthoney went home as his house was in front of the bus stop. Shannon, Cass, Brenda, Matthew Benedict and i walked to Northpoint while the rest of the guys had their lunch somewhere. We followed Matthew Benedict grocery shopping and then he went home. Then the remaining four of us walked around Northpoint till Bryan called cause Cass and i were meeting Bryan, Gregory and Matthew Lim. Then they wanted to go to town but we couldnt cause i had to meet Jacinta at 4.45pm. So they went and Cass and i walked and walked around Northpoint and then sat at the interchange and talked till 4.40pm.
Then we went to OCBC and met Jacinta and Cass went back home. Jacinta and i then went to the open field opposite Golden Village for the Vasantha Oli. It was kinda fun. I saw a few of my friends and people i know. I saw my primary school friend Subashini and yeah we left the place at 11pm when the dance was about to start. It was getting abit rowdy with all the people from India. So yea..i just reached home, took a bath and now i need to sleep. Still need to go to school tomorrow. Yeps..see ya!
11:57 PM; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, November 23, 2006
By the way...i kenna food poisoning since the 16 of November..till now im not cured..WHY??? Cause stubborn me refuses to see the doctor. But the pain is getting worse. Thus ill go see the doctor tomorrow. I dont think i am going for my school's open house. Ill try to make it for church cause its like only 3 minutes away from my house and...i dont think i will go shopping with my sister. I dont think i can take the pain all the way in town. Errm.. yeah. Thats my final decision. Im gonna see the doctor tomorrow, get a whole days rest in church while making rosaries and ill go to school on Saturday. But my aunt is going back to Holland on Saturday! Damn la..Must check what time she is going. Wah im always stuck in the middle. Damnation!
11:09 PM; unforgotten.Y
Yesterday, Wednesday, 22 of November 2006, Jacinta called me at 10.30am. She asked if i could meet her at 1.30pm to follow her to Tan Tock Seng to visit her aunty but i couldnt. I mean i could but i didnt want to cause i had tuition later on that night at 7.30pm and i wanted to finish my homework. So i met her at 3pm outside OCBC in Northpoint instead. At least i was done with my homework. Raya followed her to the hospital. When i met Jess, Raya already went home.
Errm yeah..Jess and i went to John Little and found nothing. Shes got this $30 voucher so she wanted me to follow her to help find some clothes. Preferrably tops. So we went to Causewaypoint. Again we couldnt find anything there so we ended up buying nothing. Haha then i became hungry cause i didnt eat my lunch. So we ate at Macdonalds. I bought a cheese burger, small coke and small fries and i bought cup corn for Jacinta. Then we headed back at around 5pm. Yups thats about it for yesterday.
Today i did nothing much. I had tuition at 7.30pm just now. Umm and im caught smack in the middle. Tomorrow i got my schools open house. Im down for duty for BOTH drama and council. Drama is from 8am-4pm. Council is from 7am-4pm. Then i need to be in church at 10am for some rosary making session. The rosaries will be sent to India. And, my sister wants me to follow her for her Christmas shopping tomorrow. You see..you see..this time its not two things but four things. I dont know what to doo!!!
Kays..im gonna give it some thought and see how..Nights!
Errm yeah..Jess and i went to John Little and found nothing. Shes got this $30 voucher so she wanted me to follow her to help find some clothes. Preferrably tops. So we went to Causewaypoint. Again we couldnt find anything there so we ended up buying nothing. Haha then i became hungry cause i didnt eat my lunch. So we ate at Macdonalds. I bought a cheese burger, small coke and small fries and i bought cup corn for Jacinta. Then we headed back at around 5pm. Yups thats about it for yesterday.
Today i did nothing much. I had tuition at 7.30pm just now. Umm and im caught smack in the middle. Tomorrow i got my schools open house. Im down for duty for BOTH drama and council. Drama is from 8am-4pm. Council is from 7am-4pm. Then i need to be in church at 10am for some rosary making session. The rosaries will be sent to India. And, my sister wants me to follow her for her Christmas shopping tomorrow. You see..you see..this time its not two things but four things. I dont know what to doo!!!
Kays..im gonna give it some thought and see how..Nights!
10:34 PM; unforgotten.Y
Monday, November 20, 2006
Today i woke up at 9.30am and went like SHIT! I didnt go to school for drama. Drama started at 9am. But anyways i wasnt feeling well. I had food poisoning. Ermm yeah then luckily my mum gave me some herbal tea which actually stopped the pain.
Then i met Shannon, Cassandra and Roseria at the Yishun MRT station at 12.30pm. I was there at 12pm and waited. Shannon was the latest. He came only at 1.30pm. Then off we took the train to Orchard. In the train, there was this fuss about this dragon fly. AHA! It kept going to people. It landed on a guys hair, shouder and butt. Haha. We kept laughing soo much that we decided to take another train. And so we did. Then we reached Orchard and walked to Borders. Shannon and Cassandra bought books cause Shannon had a voucher. Shannon got us girls a book mark. I got a monkey one...
Nice huh?
Haha then we walked and decided to eat at Burger King. This guy working there was like checking me out. Haha he aint even hot! Hmm after eating, Shannon left. Cause he had to go pick his brother up. So Cassandran, Roseria and i went to The Heeren. Haha we walked and walked and had lotsa fun! Roseria and i bought a cap for ourselves. Whee! Im loving it. Haha then we left The Heeren around 6pm.
Roseria continued her journey back to Yishun cause she had to be home while Cassandra and i dropped at Khatib. We went to the market opposite Khatib MRT station and bought a chocolate ice blended bubble tea. We shared it. Ermm and we walked around and bumped into Gregory and Edward Tang. Then we went back to Khatib MRT station to meet Edward Bingei. And we walked to Mac where Gregory and Edward Tang were waiting for Shannon. When Shannon arrived, we all went to Gregory's house. That was around 7.45pm? Yeah..think so. So anyways we reached his house, 855 and talked to Teacher Pam while the guys were in the room. By the way, Teacher Pam and Gregory are mother and son. And then we invaded Greg's room and talked till it was 8.30pm.
At 8.30pm, we all went back to the living room for our rosary session. There was quite a number of people. Haha i made new friends. They are like all adults but what the hell..they are still my friends. q: Umm after the session, we had drinks and food. Then the six of us went back into Greg's room again. We talked till 10.15pm? Yeps...then Edward Tang, Edward Bingei, Shannon, Cassandra and i went home together. Cass sent us off at the bus stop cause she lives in Khatib. So the four of us took 811 back and the guys dropped at the Yishun Interchange while i continued with the bus ride as its gonna drop at my place. Haha and here i am. Reached home at 11pm. Luckily i didnt get caught by the police for being out after 11pm. The bloody curfew. DaMnAtIoN!
By the way these are some abstracts...
1. We took LOTSA pictures. Cass will be sending them to me soon.
2. Cass lost her spects at Braddel MRT station. So we went to retrieve it from the control station. Thanks to that kind soul. Then she lost her camera pouch at the Braddel MRT station again. Haha...so we went to retrieve it again at the control station. Thanks to the kind soul again. :D
3. Roseria is my horny babe! Whoohoo..ive got a horny partner and a horny babe. Haha..
4. Wah Greg's house ah. Haha the door bell isn't working, the gate lock is spoilt, his room doesn't have a door knob, he scribbled all over his door, he covered his small window located above his bed with a frame picture cause he was afraid that there was a pontianak and...he stuffed a giant spoon into a hole above his door cause coincidentally, it covers the hole that water from the air con is being leaked out from. Haha..A bundle of laughters for everyone.
Oh my son! Haha..nevermind. You guys wont understand the joke.
Then i met Shannon, Cassandra and Roseria at the Yishun MRT station at 12.30pm. I was there at 12pm and waited. Shannon was the latest. He came only at 1.30pm. Then off we took the train to Orchard. In the train, there was this fuss about this dragon fly. AHA! It kept going to people. It landed on a guys hair, shouder and butt. Haha. We kept laughing soo much that we decided to take another train. And so we did. Then we reached Orchard and walked to Borders. Shannon and Cassandra bought books cause Shannon had a voucher. Shannon got us girls a book mark. I got a monkey one...
Nice huh?Haha then we walked and decided to eat at Burger King. This guy working there was like checking me out. Haha he aint even hot! Hmm after eating, Shannon left. Cause he had to go pick his brother up. So Cassandran, Roseria and i went to The Heeren. Haha we walked and walked and had lotsa fun! Roseria and i bought a cap for ourselves. Whee! Im loving it. Haha then we left The Heeren around 6pm.
Roseria continued her journey back to Yishun cause she had to be home while Cassandra and i dropped at Khatib. We went to the market opposite Khatib MRT station and bought a chocolate ice blended bubble tea. We shared it. Ermm and we walked around and bumped into Gregory and Edward Tang. Then we went back to Khatib MRT station to meet Edward Bingei. And we walked to Mac where Gregory and Edward Tang were waiting for Shannon. When Shannon arrived, we all went to Gregory's house. That was around 7.45pm? Yeah..think so. So anyways we reached his house, 855 and talked to Teacher Pam while the guys were in the room. By the way, Teacher Pam and Gregory are mother and son. And then we invaded Greg's room and talked till it was 8.30pm.
At 8.30pm, we all went back to the living room for our rosary session. There was quite a number of people. Haha i made new friends. They are like all adults but what the hell..they are still my friends. q: Umm after the session, we had drinks and food. Then the six of us went back into Greg's room again. We talked till 10.15pm? Yeps...then Edward Tang, Edward Bingei, Shannon, Cassandra and i went home together. Cass sent us off at the bus stop cause she lives in Khatib. So the four of us took 811 back and the guys dropped at the Yishun Interchange while i continued with the bus ride as its gonna drop at my place. Haha and here i am. Reached home at 11pm. Luckily i didnt get caught by the police for being out after 11pm. The bloody curfew. DaMnAtIoN!
By the way these are some abstracts...
1. We took LOTSA pictures. Cass will be sending them to me soon.
2. Cass lost her spects at Braddel MRT station. So we went to retrieve it from the control station. Thanks to that kind soul. Then she lost her camera pouch at the Braddel MRT station again. Haha...so we went to retrieve it again at the control station. Thanks to the kind soul again. :D
3. Roseria is my horny babe! Whoohoo..ive got a horny partner and a horny babe. Haha..
4. Wah Greg's house ah. Haha the door bell isn't working, the gate lock is spoilt, his room doesn't have a door knob, he scribbled all over his door, he covered his small window located above his bed with a frame picture cause he was afraid that there was a pontianak and...he stuffed a giant spoon into a hole above his door cause coincidentally, it covers the hole that water from the air con is being leaked out from. Haha..A bundle of laughters for everyone.
Oh my son! Haha..nevermind. You guys wont understand the joke.
11:46 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, November 19, 2006
I went for Cathegism class in the morning. Yeah i know..as of last week, its supposed to be officially over until 11 of February next year which is our confirmation. But we decided to meet up every Sunday to continue classes until the 11 of February next year. Out of what...80? Only i think 16 of us turned up.
After class..a few of us stayed back and helped Teacher Pam to arrange chairs for the primary three's who were gonna have their Holy Communion. Then Cass and i went out to pack chicken rice for Teacher Pam, Leana and ourselves. Then on our way back we met Shannon and Teacher Catherine. Teacher Catherine also wanted to buy chicken rice for herself so we waited. I blangah them drinks.
Then...Cass and i walked to North Point. We went shopping! I bought a pair of white shoes and a yellow spagetthi shirt. Then we went to the arcade and played a few games. After which we went to This Fashion and headed back home. Oh ya! Teacher Pam invited us to her house tomorrow night for a prayer session. So cool! My very first prayer session. Hehe. Haha but Shannon, Cass, Roseria and i are going to orchard first. Well im going to go back to church for mass soon then i wanna go but a new bottom.
See ya!
After class..a few of us stayed back and helped Teacher Pam to arrange chairs for the primary three's who were gonna have their Holy Communion. Then Cass and i went out to pack chicken rice for Teacher Pam, Leana and ourselves. Then on our way back we met Shannon and Teacher Catherine. Teacher Catherine also wanted to buy chicken rice for herself so we waited. I blangah them drinks.
Then...Cass and i walked to North Point. We went shopping! I bought a pair of white shoes and a yellow spagetthi shirt. Then we went to the arcade and played a few games. After which we went to This Fashion and headed back home. Oh ya! Teacher Pam invited us to her house tomorrow night for a prayer session. So cool! My very first prayer session. Hehe. Haha but Shannon, Cass, Roseria and i are going to orchard first. Well im going to go back to church for mass soon then i wanna go but a new bottom.
See ya!
5:06 PM; unforgotten.Y
Friday, November 17, 2006
Boo!
Yesterday i met Jacinta at the entrance of church around 1.20pm. We rented the movie 'The Lakehouse' and went to Raya's place. Watched it and had lunch there. When the movie was over, Raya started to play some computer games - HAHA!
Then i met my sister at Northpoint and went to do stuff. And i reached home around 8pm plus. And im currently chatting.
Ah well..im done blogging..back to chatting..will be sleeping late. :D See ya!
Yesterday i met Jacinta at the entrance of church around 1.20pm. We rented the movie 'The Lakehouse' and went to Raya's place. Watched it and had lunch there. When the movie was over, Raya started to play some computer games - HAHA!
Then i met my sister at Northpoint and went to do stuff. And i reached home around 8pm plus. And im currently chatting.
Ah well..im done blogging..back to chatting..will be sleeping late. :D See ya!
11:35 PM; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Yesterday, i did a very bad thing. I was like under control. I really dont know what happened. Cheated! Thats the word. My god. I feel soo...TERRIFIED now. I really dont know what went wrong. I should have seen it coming. Im like blank. Whats wrong with me? I need to pour it out to someone cause i dont wanna keep this to myself. And i already know who i want to pour it out to. Cause not even my bestest friend would understand. But i cant pour it out to that person either. What if that person thinks negatively of me. Then all my chances are like gone.
I still wanna be friends with that person. I like that person's company. ALOT actually. But Im not sure if its a wise thing to do. Somebody help me. I need advise. I really do.
Im missing NC now. He is a really close friend of mine. And im also missing him cause i still have feelings la. I was stupid to switch my target on him cause its him that i really want but i cant get. How? I mean we've met only once. What happened to those times when we used to share problems and talk to each other ALOT? Is he also like the other him? SIGH...
Although we met for only 40 minutes, i had a wonderful time. Every night, i pray that one day, we get to meet again...still missing ya.
I still wanna be friends with that person. I like that person's company. ALOT actually. But Im not sure if its a wise thing to do. Somebody help me. I need advise. I really do.
Im missing NC now. He is a really close friend of mine. And im also missing him cause i still have feelings la. I was stupid to switch my target on him cause its him that i really want but i cant get. How? I mean we've met only once. What happened to those times when we used to share problems and talk to each other ALOT? Is he also like the other him? SIGH...
Although we met for only 40 minutes, i had a wonderful time. Every night, i pray that one day, we get to meet again...still missing ya.
2:23 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Heys! Im back..
Sooo i wanted to blog about yesterday but i couldnt get in for some reason. Anyways yesterday, i went to church and saw lotsa wonderful people. I saw my form teacher Mr Teo with his family. Haha..i mean i saw alot of people i know. I rescued a baby! Haha ok this was what really happened...this mother and father were sitting at the edge of the bench with their baby. And the bench was directly under the aircon so that area was damn cold. I was sitting next to them. They moved out and told the wardon(something like councilors...) to help them find another place to sit. They did that because of their baby. So my sister and i let them take our seats cause our seats were much warmer. And so, we saved a baby from the cold. Haha i feel good.
Errm okie about today. Lala...i met my dad at 10.30am in the morning. Then i went for cathegism class at 11.30am. Damn fun! You know why? Cause we were partying. We sang ''One Way'' again and ate lotsa food and took lotsa pictures! Father Jay Jay, Rajiv, Teachers Opehellia, Pam, David, Hilary, Catherine, Gabriel and Julia were there too. It was fun. We sang ''One Way'' and jumped and sang really loudly that the mass that was going on above us was disturbed. Haha that was in fact our ultimate aim. MUAHAHA!
Then i met my dad and had lunch. Went back to his house where i rotted for about 2 hours and went to NUH to visit my grandmother. Shes going for an operation tomorrow morning so she got admitted today. Aunty Sheila and Aunty Jenny were already there. We talked and joked from 6pm - 8.30pm. Fun. Haha. Then my dad gave Aunty Jenny a lift back home at Clementi. Then we had dinner at Bukit Batok there. And my dad sent me home. Now im here la...
Yup thats about it. Made a new friend. He seems nice. Anyways thats it. Nights!
Sooo i wanted to blog about yesterday but i couldnt get in for some reason. Anyways yesterday, i went to church and saw lotsa wonderful people. I saw my form teacher Mr Teo with his family. Haha..i mean i saw alot of people i know. I rescued a baby! Haha ok this was what really happened...this mother and father were sitting at the edge of the bench with their baby. And the bench was directly under the aircon so that area was damn cold. I was sitting next to them. They moved out and told the wardon(something like councilors...) to help them find another place to sit. They did that because of their baby. So my sister and i let them take our seats cause our seats were much warmer. And so, we saved a baby from the cold. Haha i feel good.
Errm okie about today. Lala...i met my dad at 10.30am in the morning. Then i went for cathegism class at 11.30am. Damn fun! You know why? Cause we were partying. We sang ''One Way'' again and ate lotsa food and took lotsa pictures! Father Jay Jay, Rajiv, Teachers Opehellia, Pam, David, Hilary, Catherine, Gabriel and Julia were there too. It was fun. We sang ''One Way'' and jumped and sang really loudly that the mass that was going on above us was disturbed. Haha that was in fact our ultimate aim. MUAHAHA!
Then i met my dad and had lunch. Went back to his house where i rotted for about 2 hours and went to NUH to visit my grandmother. Shes going for an operation tomorrow morning so she got admitted today. Aunty Sheila and Aunty Jenny were already there. We talked and joked from 6pm - 8.30pm. Fun. Haha. Then my dad gave Aunty Jenny a lift back home at Clementi. Then we had dinner at Bukit Batok there. And my dad sent me home. Now im here la...
Yup thats about it. Made a new friend. He seems nice. Anyways thats it. Nights!
11:27 PM; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Heys all! I know..its been long. Hope no one missed me. Haha..
Anyways, yesterday i skipped school. YES! I SKIPPED school. Gotta problem with that? I woke up and was like no i need more sleep! I cant even open my eys wide enough..so i went back to bed before telling my mum that i dont want to go to school. This was how the conversation went at 6am in the morning.
Me: Ma i dont want to go to school today...
Mum : Ok good..then ill go back to bed.
HAHA?
Then my dad called at 10am and asked
Dad: Eh!?! Didnt go to school ah?
Me: No..i was too tired.
Dad: Ok then wanna go out with me? I'll be in Yishun in about an hour. Then bring your passport also. Maybe we are going to Malaysia.
HAHA AGAIN?
And yeah la..we did go to Malaysia. We went to Kotaraya and JB square. Wah i went for a surgery in Malaysia! Then my dad had a haircut twice in Malaysia cause he wasnt happy with the first one. Thats yesterday.
*TODAY*
Went to school, had maths lesson from 8am - 9am. Then assembly from 9am-12pm. Had lunch with Thiru. Went for a wall mural thingy. YES!!! A mini version of my dream came true. The dream i had beginning of this year. And that mini version is...an art piece of mine is gonna be up somewhere in school. Hehe... Errm went home with Thiru. Sent Thiru off at the Yishun interchange and met my sis outside The Body Shop and my dad at the escalator of Northpoint a few minutes later. We had dinner and i saw Indra and then i saw Bobby with his girlfriend. Then we watched a movie called The Guardian. Hmm the movie was quite emo la. I mean..it was quite touching. But still nice.
Neways thats all about today. Got some things to do and i intend to sleep at 11pm. Im dying for sleep...
See ya!
Anyways, yesterday i skipped school. YES! I SKIPPED school. Gotta problem with that? I woke up and was like no i need more sleep! I cant even open my eys wide enough..so i went back to bed before telling my mum that i dont want to go to school. This was how the conversation went at 6am in the morning.
Me: Ma i dont want to go to school today...
Mum : Ok good..then ill go back to bed.
HAHA?
Then my dad called at 10am and asked
Dad: Eh!?! Didnt go to school ah?
Me: No..i was too tired.
Dad: Ok then wanna go out with me? I'll be in Yishun in about an hour. Then bring your passport also. Maybe we are going to Malaysia.
HAHA AGAIN?
And yeah la..we did go to Malaysia. We went to Kotaraya and JB square. Wah i went for a surgery in Malaysia! Then my dad had a haircut twice in Malaysia cause he wasnt happy with the first one. Thats yesterday.
*TODAY*
Went to school, had maths lesson from 8am - 9am. Then assembly from 9am-12pm. Had lunch with Thiru. Went for a wall mural thingy. YES!!! A mini version of my dream came true. The dream i had beginning of this year. And that mini version is...an art piece of mine is gonna be up somewhere in school. Hehe... Errm went home with Thiru. Sent Thiru off at the Yishun interchange and met my sis outside The Body Shop and my dad at the escalator of Northpoint a few minutes later. We had dinner and i saw Indra and then i saw Bobby with his girlfriend. Then we watched a movie called The Guardian. Hmm the movie was quite emo la. I mean..it was quite touching. But still nice.
Neways thats all about today. Got some things to do and i intend to sleep at 11pm. Im dying for sleep...
See ya!
9:54 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Whee i just came back from confirmation camp just now at 5.15pm. Damn fun! Before the camp, i never really believed in god. After the camp...I DO! Wah my sisters friend who is gonna become a priest, Rajiv, was there too. I just loved everything about the camp. I didnt want to go but ah well. SAD la. Next Sunday is the last class we are going to have together. Then the next time we will meet up as a class is next year on the 11 of February for confirmation. Next Sunday, im gonna bring my camera. On confirmation day too. During the camp i got to know people much better. Also, for those of you who wrote me the letters in my envelop, THANKS! You guys really said sweet things. See..now im sooo into god, that im gonna join something in church so that i wont loose my enthusiam. Just that ive not made uo my mind on what. You know what? I love god. Having god around and his teachings and the wonders that he can do is soo AMAZING! The feeling is soo BEAUTIFUL. I really have absolutely no idea how to express my feelings. I felt him in me multiple number of times during the camp. Its not a tekan camp. Its very relaxed and great. This is indeed one of the best camps ive ever been to. Wah yesterday night we had praise and worship. Haha we sang and sang and we loved it soo much, that we couldnt stop singing. Then later we sang one way. The rock version and rocked the house down. Wah nice nice! Haha...Today was really sad. We all kept hugging each other and all. Sigh..i nearly cried too. You guys will FOREVER stay in my heart.
A few quotes from the camp. "sex is not equal to love", "if you really love him that much, then sex is worth the wait", "after confirmation, its not the end of your journey, in fact it is the beginning", "children of god", "forgive and forget", "love your enemies", "when you were blindfolded and you couldnt see a thing, you trusted your friend. Same thing when it comes to Jesus. He is there when you are blind and is in need of help. In fact he is always there. So you just have to trust him", " when you sing the songs in church, you are actually praising god.''
CHRIST LIVES IN ME!
A few quotes from the camp. "sex is not equal to love", "if you really love him that much, then sex is worth the wait", "after confirmation, its not the end of your journey, in fact it is the beginning", "children of god", "forgive and forget", "love your enemies", "when you were blindfolded and you couldnt see a thing, you trusted your friend. Same thing when it comes to Jesus. He is there when you are blind and is in need of help. In fact he is always there. So you just have to trust him", " when you sing the songs in church, you are actually praising god.''
CHRIST LIVES IN ME!
8:31 PM; unforgotten.Y
Friday, November 03, 2006
Yesterday i was too lazy to blog.
Know what? Im supposed to be at the Fransiscan Missionary of something Mary. Its like a church where all the nuns stay. Im supposed to be there cause ive got my confirmation camp there. But im going tomorrow morning cause i want to study for my retests next week. Scared la. My dad is fetching me tomorrow morning and sending me there. Its at 49 Holland Road. I still went to school today. :D
Hmmm im just really sleepy and tired. Nothing much to say. I will be back on Sunday in the afternoon. Heng ah! Church is like only 3-5 mins away from my house. The bus will bring us back to church and we will have a mass and them we will be dismissed. Haha can run home!
I feel so i dont know..not ready? I mean next year, im gonna become a confirmed catholic after my confirmation which is on the 11 of February, im gonna step down from council and drama, im gonna take my O levels and graduate from a school i love alot! Im already worried about my O levels. Ive started to study and i better study properly! Im gonna prove to you shitholes out there that i am worth everything i lost.
What Nishaa said was true. I am like quiet nowadays and i dont really smile much. Im aware that im not myself anymore but how can i be with SOO many problems? There will come a day whereby each and everyone of us cant take it and something will happen to them. Especially if its like my case. Ive got lotsa problems and they keep building up. Nothing is getting solved. I just hope that my friends can actually understand this and NOT want me to immediately go back to my normal self. It all takes time and NOBODY is perfect. Although i just discovered that i myself try to be a perfectionist unknowingly. In fact i think i have that problem. Cant remember what its called but its like i may be the type who cannot deal or leave things alone until they are perfect! Ahh!
Anyways, wont be blogging tomorrow. So see ya'll on Sunday if i aint too tired to blog. See ya!
Know what? Im supposed to be at the Fransiscan Missionary of something Mary. Its like a church where all the nuns stay. Im supposed to be there cause ive got my confirmation camp there. But im going tomorrow morning cause i want to study for my retests next week. Scared la. My dad is fetching me tomorrow morning and sending me there. Its at 49 Holland Road. I still went to school today. :D
Hmmm im just really sleepy and tired. Nothing much to say. I will be back on Sunday in the afternoon. Heng ah! Church is like only 3-5 mins away from my house. The bus will bring us back to church and we will have a mass and them we will be dismissed. Haha can run home!
I feel so i dont know..not ready? I mean next year, im gonna become a confirmed catholic after my confirmation which is on the 11 of February, im gonna step down from council and drama, im gonna take my O levels and graduate from a school i love alot! Im already worried about my O levels. Ive started to study and i better study properly! Im gonna prove to you shitholes out there that i am worth everything i lost.
What Nishaa said was true. I am like quiet nowadays and i dont really smile much. Im aware that im not myself anymore but how can i be with SOO many problems? There will come a day whereby each and everyone of us cant take it and something will happen to them. Especially if its like my case. Ive got lotsa problems and they keep building up. Nothing is getting solved. I just hope that my friends can actually understand this and NOT want me to immediately go back to my normal self. It all takes time and NOBODY is perfect. Although i just discovered that i myself try to be a perfectionist unknowingly. In fact i think i have that problem. Cant remember what its called but its like i may be the type who cannot deal or leave things alone until they are perfect! Ahh!
Anyways, wont be blogging tomorrow. So see ya'll on Sunday if i aint too tired to blog. See ya!
11:27 PM; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Just came back from church. My sister kiasu la. Mass started at only 8pm and she made me go there at 7.30pm. Whats more, she made me sit with her right under the air con and it was already damn cold in church as it is. I nearly froze to death! I saw lotsa people...Ms Joanne(my drama instructor, my form teacher Mr Teo, my cathegism class teachers like teacher Jerad, teacher Gabriel, teacher David, teacher Catherine and my friends and alot of people. Haha. And, now i know why my sister doesnt know much people. Firstly its because she rarely goes to church. Secondly, she always makes a rush to the exit door. Sigh..hopeless...
9:37 PM; unforgotten.Y
NI woke up at 6am today! I had to rush la. But i still managed to reach school at 7.20am like that. Errm normal la. I had tamil then maths and then recess then physics follwed by art and social studies. Ive got homework to do. Revision too. Im reliefed to hear that the physics retest is tested only on chapter 2,3,4 and 9. Hehe. Mrs Gopala had to end lesson at 1.15pm instead of 1.30pm. Cause we had to assemble at the foyer by 1.30pm to board the bus to the NEWater. Its at Upper Changi Road. Haha before we assembled at the foyer, we rushed to the canteen to buy food so that we can consume them on the bus. Wah this Jin Rong ah. Haha..buy soo much like he going on picnic like that. Hehe.
The trip was ok la. Quite boring actually. ITE Simei was with my class and 3/1 throughout the trip. On the bus ride back to school, nothing happened except that that Roy sprayed i dont know what on me. Haha...
Then Nishaa, Ying Qing, Yulin and i went home together. We boardedthe bus 859. Some of the boys like Jin Rong, Afiq, Melvin, Ridhwan, Ragu, Ferroz, Aloysious and Joe were there too. Then ah there was this point of time whereby Afiq stood at the centre of the bus together with me Yulin, Nishaa and Yin Qing. I was in the middle of Yulin and Afiq. Haha they all ah..they both pushed me side to side. Haha was fun. Then Yulin and i ''wrestled'' in the bus also. Hehe.
Haha ya la...now im at home. OBVIOUSLY! Haha. Umm yup. I better go change cause i need to leave my house in 20mins to go to church for the All Saint's Day mass. Then i gotta come home, and do what im supposed to do like my homework, revision and study. Yeps...See ya!
The trip was ok la. Quite boring actually. ITE Simei was with my class and 3/1 throughout the trip. On the bus ride back to school, nothing happened except that that Roy sprayed i dont know what on me. Haha...
Then Nishaa, Ying Qing, Yulin and i went home together. We boardedthe bus 859. Some of the boys like Jin Rong, Afiq, Melvin, Ridhwan, Ragu, Ferroz, Aloysious and Joe were there too. Then ah there was this point of time whereby Afiq stood at the centre of the bus together with me Yulin, Nishaa and Yin Qing. I was in the middle of Yulin and Afiq. Haha they all ah..they both pushed me side to side. Haha was fun. Then Yulin and i ''wrestled'' in the bus also. Hehe.
Haha ya la...now im at home. OBVIOUSLY! Haha. Umm yup. I better go change cause i need to leave my house in 20mins to go to church for the All Saint's Day mass. Then i gotta come home, and do what im supposed to do like my homework, revision and study. Yeps...See ya!
6:42 PM; unforgotten.Y